trust

A simple directed action suddenly manifests into exactly what I’ve needed for the past year. There’s a clarity around decision making lately that hangs crystalline, ready for me to go back and to look through again if I start to doubt. This clarity was much harder to engage with in years past, something that before only happened like a flash of lightning & was elusive and wavering. Now, it’s almost as if I can put certain decisions into a bucket of Knowing and let go of them, with full confidence that the decision and the direction is where we need to go. Is this what age does?

& of course I still don’t know, where these seemingly right decisions will lead us. Will lead me. This past week I have felt extremely stressed, panicked, afraid. But we have to trust our knowing selves, our gut instincts, and our crystalline moments, or we can’t trust anything. So. No terror, only trust. Onward and upward.

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  1. “But we have to trust our knowing selves, our gut instincts, and our crystalline moments, or we can’t trust anything.”

    Yes. I’m trying to find my way back to this place.

  2. This message has come to me twice this morning, though you, writing this – and through Nyx in Philly, who wrote “The foundation of strength is TRUST.” Both of you help me understand the Strength card in the tarot better – the maiden with the lion – she caressing its strong jaws, unafraid of being bitten, totally vulnerable, and totally strong in that. Trusting in the universe, trusting in yourself, in your own strength.

    I know you can do this, and it will be good. It will be hard too, but isn’t anything worth doing? You’ve wanted it for so long! I am so excited and happy for you to be starting over fresh, my dearie… lovelovelove.

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