Comments on: medicine wheels http://www.verhext.com/medicine-wheels magic is as magic does Sat, 31 Jul 2010 18:35:49 -0700 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.8.4 hourly 1 By: nath http://www.verhext.com/medicine-wheels/comment-page-1#comment-1468 nath Fri, 05 Mar 2010 14:46:11 +0000 http://www.verhext.com/?p=555#comment-1468 it is done. it started naturally. and became really intense very very quickly. i lost a lot of blood. i am at home now, trying to build my hemoglobin levels up with lots of rest and good food. your last comment (above) made me cry. and i did try some ceremony the day before it started/ended. i found a shell on the beach, it was perfectly in half and so i privately and silently bid her goodbye and threw half back into the sea. i have the other half. which i will keep. i have nothing else. thank you Tamera for your kindness, wisdom and words. you really did help. it is done.

it started naturally. and became really intense very very quickly. i lost a lot of blood. i am at home now, trying to build my hemoglobin levels up with lots of rest and good food.

your last comment (above) made me cry. and i did try some ceremony the day before it started/ended. i found a shell on the beach, it was perfectly in half and so i privately and silently bid her goodbye and threw half back into the sea. i have the other half. which i will keep. i have nothing else.

thank you Tamera for your kindness, wisdom and words. you really did help.

]]> By: verhext http://www.verhext.com/medicine-wheels/comment-page-1#comment-1411 verhext Fri, 26 Feb 2010 20:47:44 +0000 http://www.verhext.com/?p=555#comment-1411 Oh honey honey. How scary. Did you make your medicine wheel? It feels like a ceremony would help, saying goodbye to this little one and thanking her for being with you as long as possible, and that you both can let go. Holding the energy and love and wanting at the same time that it flows back out into the world, does that make sense? I hope it can start naturally before the surgery. Calming calming restful thoughts. I am so so sorry you have to go through this. Oh honey honey. How scary. Did you make your medicine wheel? It feels like a ceremony would help, saying goodbye to this little one and thanking her for being with you as long as possible, and that you both can let go. Holding the energy and love and wanting at the same time that it flows back out into the world, does that make sense?

I hope it can start naturally before the surgery. Calming calming restful thoughts. I am so so sorry you have to go through this.

]]> By: nath http://www.verhext.com/medicine-wheels/comment-page-1#comment-1410 nath Fri, 26 Feb 2010 20:23:18 +0000 http://www.verhext.com/?p=555#comment-1410 they wouldn't let me have the medicine. said i was too far along for it to work properly. i am (was?) about 13 weeks but the pregnancy ended a month ago at 9 weeks or thereabouts. we found out at the scan. so they sent me home saying it would/could happen by itself. but it's like my body is just not letting go, why? how can my body deceive me this way? i am booked in for a surgical miscarriage on Wednesday next week, i don't want to do it that way, well, i don't want to do it at all, but i don't really want intervention but at the same time, this suspended reality is so difficult. i really appreciate you having this conversation with me, truly. X they wouldn’t let me have the medicine. said i was too far along for it to work properly. i am (was?) about 13 weeks but the pregnancy ended a month ago at 9 weeks or thereabouts. we found out at the scan. so they sent me home saying it would/could happen by itself. but it’s like my body is just not letting go, why? how can my body deceive me this way?

i am booked in for a surgical miscarriage on Wednesday next week, i don’t want to do it that way, well, i don’t want to do it at all, but i don’t really want intervention but at the same time, this suspended reality is so difficult.

i really appreciate you having this conversation with me, truly. X

]]> By: verhext http://www.verhext.com/medicine-wheels/comment-page-1#comment-1409 verhext Fri, 26 Feb 2010 19:16:27 +0000 http://www.verhext.com/?p=555#comment-1409 Meh. I've been thinking about you all morning. I took the medicine they gave me which induced cramping. HORRIBLE. I don't know, if your body isn't making it happen, should you force it? What did the doctor say? How far along are you? Oh, my heart is breaking for you. Meh. I’ve been thinking about you all morning. I took the medicine they gave me which induced cramping. HORRIBLE. I don’t know, if your body isn’t making it happen, should you force it? What did the doctor say? How far along are you?

Oh, my heart is breaking for you.

]]> By: nath http://www.verhext.com/medicine-wheels/comment-page-1#comment-1408 nath Fri, 26 Feb 2010 12:01:49 +0000 http://www.verhext.com/?p=555#comment-1408 the waiting is driving me crazy. i have had what is called a 'missed miscarriage', the baby died, and my body didn't notice, it just went on thinking it was pregnant. did you have to wait a long time? it's been three days so far. i wish it was over. my herbalist friend made me a tincture but still nothing. thank you for your kind words. the waiting is driving me crazy. i have had what is called a ‘missed miscarriage’, the baby died, and my body didn’t notice, it just went on thinking it was pregnant. did you have to wait a long time? it’s been three days so far. i wish it was over. my herbalist friend made me a tincture but still nothing. thank you for your kind words.

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